Just sitting at home, by myself thinking about absolutely nothing in particular. Listening to the radio and occasionally trying to have a conversation with the cat. Which has never worked before but I still do it anyway. I have no idea why, I guess it’s the whole “talking” thing. I guess humans have need to communicate on a regular basis. I’m no psychologist but it sounded good.

Yeah, this is going to be one of those entries about “nothing” hahah.. Maybe it’s just me trying to keep my mind active, I don’t know. Maybe I’m loosing my mind. Maybe I’m just as bored as hell and need someone to interact with. Computers only go so far until the mind resets to the need of actually physically seeing someone and communicating verbally.

I guess I have hit the bottom of the barrel as far as my own thoughts go. Am I feeling lonely? no I don’t think so, the cat is keeping me company haha. well, for her own benefit anyway.

I’ve said it before elsewhere. I guess this is one of the joys of being self employed. The isolation can be rather depressing at times. Yeah, sometimes it’s nice not to have to deal with too many people. Though I think those times are very far and few between.

I’m typing this and I have no real idea of what the hell it is going to sound like to someone else reading it Oh well. There’s no real structure to it either. I just had the fleeting thought about going back over it and re-editing things. but I don’t think I’ll bother.

On a side note, The day started pretty good.. It is a lovely day outside, it is a little cool but we have plenty of sun and blue sky. Can’t complain about that on a Winters Day can I.

Being home alone with my own little mind sometimes is not that great. Motivation goes out the window after a while, Think I need to make some changes to my daily routine so I’m not staring at the same walls with absolutely nothing going through my mind waiting for the phone to ring. There’s only so much one can take. I guess this “recession” has to end sooner or later. hopefully sooner, mind you if it weren’t for the media would we really be in a recession? Makes you think. If the media didn’t keep telling people to “stop spending, we’re in a recession” would anyone really have noticed. Yeah, a few major businesses have gone under. But what was going on behind the scenes to get them to that state to begin with.

Yeah, I guess anyone who even remotely started reading this has given up. So I’m going to go find some lunch.

Hope you’re all having a better day than me.

xx

Kimberly